Life depends upon how you look at it.
Once again, this is why so much of the paperwork I generate is color coded.

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THIS is how I spent the first 12 years looking at life.
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I memorized O F L C 3 — the 20/20 line on charts, and repeated it by listening to the tired nurse in elementary school ask people to read the same line. In case you’re wondering, that same letter/number combination was the 20/20 line on eye charts everywhere for decades.
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In 6th grade, the nurse asked me to read the line above the one I knew so well. I said “E” because that was the huge letter at the top of the eye chart and remained at the top of the charts for decades.
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However, the appropriate answer would have been: “Where is the eye chart.”
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The result: Mom paid for eye exercises at the local optometrists office.
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It wasn’t enough that I held books only inches away from my face to read. After complaints from teachers that I was borrowing glasses from other people to read the chalkboard, I finally received my first pair of glasses in 7th grade.
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That solved the problem of seeing the chalk board. Discovering the dyslexia took a few decades longer.
Fast-forward to NOW.
I’m getting a new pair of glasses soon. Insurance paid for the exam, which can’t be done using a back-lit chart — due to my extreme light sensitivity — so my optometrist has to be innovative. It takes over an hour to find the right prescription. He holds the individual lenses up to my present glasses — but that’s not the end of it.
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When you have a strong astigmatism and prisms in the lenses, it’s not enough to get the best possible prescription: The important factor is to find how the eyes can work together best that is still tolerable.
I ordered glasses over a week ago and was surprised that the total cost was only $172. Yesterday, I received a call from my optometrists office. Their optician apologized for underbilling, but she didn’t know the lab was going to charge me $72 more.
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It seems there’s been an additional fee levied for people who have a refraction over -4. The basic lenses I’ll be wearing is around -11. Then there’s the correction for a strong astigmatism, and a prism to correct one eye that sees slightly above the other and one eye that is a bit off to the side. Did I mention the special coatings and dark tint due to light sensitivity? No?
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When you add in double vision it looks something like this:
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Only blurrier, without the -11’s, the prisms, and the astigmatism correction.
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If you knew the herculean efforts that my optometrist has to go through to find the right prescription, he’d get the award for innovation.
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It would be easy to complain bitterly about the way I looked at life as a child. And yet, I tend to see things in ways that other’s don’t. In every struggle, there’s a gift, though it’s hard to see at the time.
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I know — that was a really, really bad pun.
………and yet you manage to see much, very much, more than people who have a normal, non-astigmatism, both eyes seeing the same thing at the same angle, do. Let no one think you are blind or less sightful. If they should do so they are indeed unsightful. Pun or whatever INTENDED.
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I just use many different senses to see. 🙂
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I used to copy from kids sitting next to me when I couldn’t see the board.
The nurse insisted on covering one of my eyes with a folded piece of paper, which I would press against my eye so hard that I couldn’t see out of it even if I wanted to. I thought that was the issue. Then, I would cheat and peek from under that piece of paper. Two eyes were better than one. It’s rather funny now.
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When you’re young, you don’t have anything to compare it to, so you think it’s normal.
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That I did.
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