Update
The Brindle Dog started out life with many other dogs and cats.
His first human died unexpectedly, and he was abandoned.
Her boyfriend cared for him until he could find Brindle Dog a home, and then he was abandoned again.
His new human had 3 other dogs and life was okay for a while, but the new companion became ill and wanted to find a home for his dogs.
The 3 other dogs found a home, but not Brindle He fought against being forced to leave his human. Even when his human yelled at him to, “GET OUT,” he wouldn’t leave his side.
It wasn’t easy to pry him away. It required a can of food, two strong men, and a fenced in yard.
For three years, he lived in our home with many other dogs and a few cats.
He had kitty friends
…and doggie friends
And a heart so big that it could be broken three times by other humans and still have enough love inside for us. He’d wait at the fence all day for us to come home, and greet us with so much joy!
Then he tried to make friends with a raccoon, who left him with slashes and gashes.
By all reports, he was improving and we looked forward to having him home. At 9:00am this morning, after 4 days in the hospital, we received a call from Dr. Jeff. Our Brindle Dog had passed away around 3:00 in the morning.
Please understand there is no better veterinarian than Dr. Jeff, and the staff did as well as anyone could do. They called us every day, let us visit with him, and you can’t find more caring people.
No one is quite sure why he passed, but I have a theory. It doesn’t matter that we visited him every day, just that he was far from home in a strange place with a constrictive collar and strange people, thinking he’d been rejected again.
There is only just so much abandonment any one heart can take.
The only thing he ever asked in return was our love. Yet he died in a cage all alone with no one to hold him.
I just can’t stop crying.
I just can’t “Like” this post. It doesn’t feel right.
This was such a hard post to stomach.
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I can’t help writing what I feel. It just comes out that way.
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No, totally. It was a wonderful post. I could feel your emotions through it. But it wasn’t easy to read, so I can’t even imagine how you feel.
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Anyone who felt the emotions and lived them before. Thanks for your kindness. ♥
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Well, I’m crying with you. Good dogs, especially rescues, make our ordinary lives extraordinary. As difficult it is, remember that you gave him a loving home. Sh*t happens, but hopefully, he’s running around someplace like heaven with all the other dogs, and no raccoons. May his memory be eternal.
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My thanks to you.
You’re correct, he deserves only the best.
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me either …………..
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I’m so terribly sorry, Joelle. I know it hurts to lose an animal friend. Brindle had love with you. I hope you can find peace and comfort in good memories.
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Thanks. He was certainly one of a kind.
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I am so very sorry, Joelle.
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I’m sorry about your good boy. I understand your sorrow, but you did right by him – did everything you could’ve – and should have. Don’t blame yourself – but cry and miss him all you need to.
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Thanks. It’s hard not to feel as if I could do something better.
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I am very sorry to hear about the Brindle Dog passing away. You made the last years of his life the best years, and you took care of him and loved him. That’s all he ever wanted.
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You’re correct. It’s hard not to feel as if you could have done more.
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I’m sorry about Brindle Dog. This post makes me so sad. Thank you for loving him. Sending healing vibes your way. ❤
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I’m up at 2 in the morning thinking about him.
Thanks for the healing vibes.
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I am so sorry for your loss – it made me cry. Brindle dog knew that you loved him.
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There are so many ways in which dogs are better than people. We let them down time and time again, but they still love us.
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Oh, I feel for you. so sad, may peace be with you soon my friend.
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…and with you. The road you travel isn’t easy, either. We just have to stay on the path and hope we’re on the right one.
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I am so sorry to hear about Brindle Dog, Joelle…
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I have to think he’s in a better place. He certainly does deserve to be.
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I am so very, very sorry . . . My heart grieves for you both.
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Thanks.
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My heart goes out to you. Such sad news. May you be blessed with beautiful memories of Brindle.x
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Thanks for your kindness.
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I am just so sorry. I share your sense of loss. I’m still getting over the recent loss of my sweet Maggie.
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My heart goes out to you.
My Chelsa D Dog (best dog ever) passed away in 2013, and my best cat ever passed away in 2001. You never truly get over it.
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Oh god, I’m gutted. I am so very, very sorry.
He was given excellent care and I know words and platitudes don’t help, but please, don’t dwell on where he died. He had three happy years with you, and if the rule of sevens are accurate, that’s 21 years in his life, to be loved and love back.
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I’ve felt such and outpouring of love from others and I deeply appreciate your kind words. It’s hard not to dwell on the “what if’s.”
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❤ My thoughts are with you Joelle.
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A sad and moving story.
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I wish I hadn’t lived it, but isn’t that where the emotion in writing comes from?
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Is this the dog Thst would bark at everything? Then went missing? I’m certain he knew you wanted the very best for him. If you couldn’t cry you wouldn’t be human. Cheers,H
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Our dogs and cats know more than we think they do, and they know love when they see it and receive it, and perhaps we humans could do better at giving, but we’re only human! The love you experienced with him goes on, let it live in you, as you honor him.
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I suppose that humans are the only creates that have honed the art of self-flagulation by whipping ourselves with “what if’s.” It’s hard to stop wondering, “What if I had done this instead…”
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I am so sorry for your loss! We had a cat that was attacked by a raccoon and we had to have her put down. It ripped her tail off and slashed her up. I am so sorry you and your poor doggie went through this.
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I feel for your loss.
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