Tasteless weak-end Sarcasm: Why I’m up at 4 in the morning.
I’ll start out by saying I have gastroparesis and should know better.
There’s this Chinese restaurant around the corner from work. If you want to eat in, it has 4 tables, but the ambiance sucks. The food, however, is to die for.
I spent $4.95 on their lunch special. There’s so much piled into the take-out box that I can divide it up into lunch for 2 to 3 days. Problem is, an egg roll comes with it.
Fried, crispy, fragrant with Chinese cabbage — everything I’m supposed to avoid.
Normally, I pass it along to anyone who wants it.
But not today.
Noooo…I had to crunch into the deliciousness and savor the peanut oil.
It’s 4 in the morning. My mouth tastes like rancid egg roll and my stomach is acting like a toilet that’s trying to flush down a giant turd accompanied by half a roll of TP.
There isn’t a plunger in existence that can help me with this problem.
Not even the giant cat presently purring on my lap can do more than lean into just the wrong place.
Did I mention the fact that one of the reasons I can’t sleep is that I’m belching like a teenage boy? That’s what happens when the gastroparesis stomach rebels.
I have to say, I’m feeling a bit green, too.
Some days I have to wonder if my food is looking at me and laughing, “Go ahead and eat me! Karma, baby!”
Unfortunately, there’s too much truth in this:
When you have a “You can eat anything you want as long as it’s baby food” diet, and people remind you of it when you reach for the chocolate cake, you just want to say:
Give up chocolate? I did — for a while. Believe me, it wasn’t pretty.
If you think I’m kidding, here’s a synopsis of what you can’t eat on the gastroparesis diet: No fiber, no salads, no nuts, no high fat content (ergo; no chocolate cake with luscious dark chocolate buttercream icing…).
It’s a 3-year old’s dream. All the sugar I want, grazing on vanilla pudding and yogurt all day, no raw vegetables, and as much white bread as I can eat.
Did I mention the ton of laxatives that have to accompany it?
At first, I followed the diet religiously and ended up looking like this — without the tan and the hair:
After a couple of years, and about 200 bottles of laxative, I asked a nutritionist for help.
She was incredible!
Unfortunately, she died a year later from a brain tumor.
But, that slight inconvenience aside, she got me out of the
“I CAN’T EAT THAT”
phase into
GASTRIC TEST PILOT mode.
There are, without a doubt, a multitude of things at the very top of my you will never eat this and live NO list: Fried anything, broccoli, cauliflower, brussel sprouts, and cabbage.
And yesterday, I tried to go suborbital by eating 2 of those 5 giant NO’s.
The cat is off my lap; he didn’t like being bounced around with every belch. He’s now using my laptop computer as his perch.
I don’t know which is worse, having the cat lay against my pain or having my lap replaced by technology.
Where to start? As long as you know you only have yourself to blame for your current discomfort. (I might have gone there too btw, given the options) however. You mention the hair and the tan. What about that hideous bag!? Hope you feel better soon. Cheers,H
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It helps to laugh at my own missteps.
I thought the bag went well with the rest of the picture. 🙂
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I, too, am limited on what I can eat. It sucks and once in a while I throw caution to the wind and have what I want! I hope you feel better quickly.
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At the very least, we can find a way to laugh about it when we’ve done something ridiculous. 🙂
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ouch hope you’re feeling better soon!
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Any self-inflicted “wound” has to be laughed at. It’s part of the therapy. 🙂
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then please don’t mind if I refrain from laughing with you .. heal well and very soon!
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What’s wrong with decaf?
Feel better and get some rest.
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It’s sort of like fake cheese or artificial prune juice. There are some days when only the real thing will suffice. 🙂
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I can’t take any of the fake stuff you mention, but since I’m not a coffee drinker, decaf makes no difference to me upon taste.
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I’m a tea drinker 90% of the time at least. And I drink soda less than I drink coffee.
The sentiment in the meme seemed to fit. Having the fake stuff is like having nothing at all. 🙂
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You managed to make misery funny, though, so that’s a step in the right direction. Maybe you should sit outside for a while?? Feel better soon!
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Thanks. 🙂
Seeing the humor in it helps to dissipate the self pity. 🙂
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Hope you feel better soon, and you are able to see a funny side to your condition.
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Thanks.
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When i read this first line: ” If you want to eat in, it has 4 tables, but the ambiance sucks.”, to me I thought it read: “If you want to eat in, it has 4 tables but the ambulance sucks.” Sounds like I was right. I did laugh at your memes and all this but it is sort of that nervous laugh like, Gee I’m glad it’s not me! I particularly like the Willy Wonka orange juice comment, and I wonder where the woman on the beach is now. She is safe from JAWS. I woke up at 4 am as well to the sound of a cat vomiting, and wondering if he was on the bed. Luckily NO! Hope you get more sleep tonight, Joelle, or at least a cat nap in the afternoon.
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I,, too, have awakened to vomiting with the same fears and have been doing laundry shortly thereafter when it soaked through. 🙂
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Saw the beach lady thirty-five years ago at Naples, FL. Amazing how she kept her cigarette lit in water up to her scrawny neck. She hasn’t changed a bit.
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It’s probably hard to change when you already look like a mummy. 🙂
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You poor thing, I remember you telling me about your gastroparesis. But, hey you’re very good at laughing about it. Or seeming as if you are anyway. Hope you’re feeling better.Amanda
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It was certainly preventable. You really have to laugh at such things — it makes life a whole lot more fun. 🙂
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You’ve got such a great attitude. Bottle it and you’ll be rich!
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I’m hoping to sell books and be happy. 🙂
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You deserve it. 🙂
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Thanks. 🙂
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